The reason I vanished…
A lot of people have been e-mailing my personal Facebook, trying to add me on my personal account, Youtube as well as bothering the poor ladies of EO asking why I ran away and took everything down like a little bitch.
The answer is plain and simple…
I needed to get away from the drama, hate, threatening e-mails/comment as soon as I could. I don’t mind when it is aimed towards me because I knew as soon as I started making videos on this subject many, MANY people would dislike me. I just never thought people could go as low as threatening to hurt my children.
As soon as I started getting e-mails of hate towards my two toddlers, who have done nothing, I closed everything. Wasn’t even going to fight that shit. Why take the risk when all I needed to do what shut my stuff down. I’m pretty sure anyone with kids and in my situation would do the same thing.
As much as I dislike Onision I didn’t want anything to happen to my kids and as soon as I closed out of my pages and made my videos private, I haven’t heard from this person(s).
The fact that people thought I was this Elle chick, the fake AYB and the person who spoke to Lainey’s ex, David, sent a wave of people wanting to hurt me and it spread to my kids.
I wouldn’t have minded if it was just me since I’m an adult and can handle myself, but two kids who are innocent in the entire thing?
Let me put it this way… I’ve said this before…
If Greg and Lainey were to have a child not a single negative or hateful thing would be said towards the child. That child has never done a single thing wrong. As with Shiloh’s baby. I never said a negative thing and really never spoke about it until she sadly passed away. I made a video saying how my condolences were with the family and that was it. Even when I was on EO I wouldn’t answer asks about it. The same should go for my kids. That is the line that should never be crossed.
Hate me all you want.
Not my babies.
I’m not going to sit here and act innocent. I know people are pissed about the David video, but all I did was post a video. I never once ‘slut shamed’ her. Ever. And if anyone thinks I did TO slut shame her needs to just fucking stop. It was made to show the other side of her life and if it was about Shiloh, Raul, Greg or any of his ex’s everyone would act differently. I simply am done with that entire situation. I didn’t think so many people would be so pissed about it. I never mailed hate letters to her parents. I never acted like one of their friends just to fuck them over. I never posted nudes of her or Greg. I simply posted a conversation between David and another person. If you are going to hate me over that. It’s totally fine. Whatever. But to bring that hate towards my kids kills me.
Once I feel like everything cools down and people leave my kids out of the situation I might come back. I’m not sure. For now I will keep this Tumblr up and just this Tumblr to answer questions and what ever else I see fit. I am not going to answer e-mails on Facebook nor am I going to add you. My family is on there and I’m not willing to have them hurt or bothered with all this shit. I also won’t be reading my Youtube mail. If you’d like to reach me, I’ll be on here.